Not an E.X.C.U.S.E

Vanishing...

Been away for half an year....
Procrastination kills....
Should make a come back..?

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Cherish

-1st post in 2015-

Sometimes, I got inspiration of writing in the shower, BUT the second I'm out, all those words just disappear like a puff! It's kinda frustrating... And, just now was a bit irritated, somehow, I keep thinking about these words...

"Some friends are meant to be cherished forever, and some were just pass-byers. Those who are hypocrites, are extremely annoying! And, sorry to say that I won't even want to look into the eyes of those people. The shades are not only meant for raining or snowing sometimes. When it comes the sunny day, a good friend will use it too to shade & protect you. #좋은친구들이보고싶어요#"

#just a nag here#

I just can't understand, if you angry just say it loud, if you annoyed just talk about it. But, instead your face was masked with smiling face act to be nice. It doesn't mean you're going to be a bad person if you gets angry, and it doesn't make you a good person neither if you trying to hide you truth feeling. An occasional argument may let each other understand more, hence why not do so. Meh! -_-#

Nevertheless!

The MAIN POINT is... I loves my friends, from all over the world, but I just want to give my whole heart for my friends that are true to me & care for me. And, I wanna shout out to them too, FRIENDSHIP FOREVER, love you all forever! (Of course, not faking it)

Passion

A photograph or photo is an image created by light falling on a light-sensitive surface, usually photographic film or an electronic medium such as a CCD or a CMOS chip. Most photographs are created using a camera, which uses a lens to focus the scene's visible wavelengths of light into a reproduction of what the human eye would see. The process and practice of creating photographs is called photography. The word "photograph" was coined in 1839 by Sir John Herschel and is based on the Greek φῶς (phos), meaning "light", and γραφή (graphê), meaning "drawing, writing", together meaning "drawing with light".

Photography is the science, art and practice of creating durable images by recording light or other electromagnetic radiation, either chemically by means of a light-sensitive material such as photographic film, or electronically by means of an image sensor.

Source: Wikipedia

Maleficent (2014)

"Well..... Well....."

That's what a villain will always said

This post is not about the review of the movie, mostly the reviews/spoilers had been blogged and can be easily be found by goggling the blog review about Maleficent
However, I would express my favorites of this movie

The main character, I would said that I definitely love, I meant I did favors a lot of Angelina's lips

Thick voluptuous pretty lips...

And the wings of Maleficent was incredible too

Although she is a fairy in the story, the wings was kinda too 'tough' for her

For a fairy, the wings were imagined as 'those like angelica wings'

Nevertheless, it was pretty cool too having such wings as it does balanced out the plot for the movie

And, Princess Aurora does have the most sweetest bright smile

It was a right choice that they chose Elle Fanning to play this character

Surprise but not

Jolie & Pitt's daughter, Vivienne was taking part in the movie too...!

Short appearance but yet lovely

"Hello.... Up,up..." It was a really touching moment (Cute at the same time!)

Moral of the story:

Human are never contented, when exposed to a greater power to possess something, they just will greed more... Just like King Stefan

And, there are no true loves (between a man and woman)

Which I totally agree

I do like the part when the princess woke up from her curse after Maleficent kissed her

A motherhood love, lol

Only the disfavor is the ending was too fast for the liking

Regardless the ending, the song presented in the end was not bad, 'Once Upon A Dream' by Lana Del Rey

Overall, all's well that ends well, happy ending though

And the plot kinda twisted where two Queens existed

Human beings and mystical beings

**photos credits to Google images; video by YouTube

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Ghost Stories

後悔，是因為沒試過

Ever have something planned in your mind, but not dare to do it? and, regret it afterwards?

Yes, since 25 years til now...

Been having this regret, and thinking with lifespan of another 25-30 years old in future, can't help with the brain meddling saying that I should persuade whatever I want to do in the present; at least I can die with closed eyes.

Life like a jelly, might encounter accident by tomorrow, never waking up the next day after tomorrow, or have a sudden heart attack at this moment...

And, the reasons for those regrets...??

More Than Words

"Been 1 mth & 10 days since 2014"

-That's how long the weeds had been growing ever since last Dec-

the pain of december

I've said GOODBYE

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Somewhere….

it's a place where we expect it as a CLASSY
(not really)
(overrated)

view from the room (zoomed shot)

view in the room

non-caption shot

as dead corpse

V-signed shot

the elevator

pool at skypark - sexay babes (no hunks)

well, saw in their website, if you book online for a room here, AND you do found another price with the lower rate within 24 hours, they might just upgrade your room to next level, FOC
(kinda like Jetstar so-called imitation to promote their rooms)

Info at here

(didn't have a nice staying experience though - was given a smoking room)

nevertheless, it's a FOC room, so… not much to say, except THKS to the person that gave us the stay


Rates of the rooms/suites? Check here

p/s : had the stay in July

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Sunrise

you don't know me

I think I need a new town

to leave this all behind

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闭着眼睛流泪 想要冷静

6月竟然忘了曼迪的生日
忘了忘了忘了
算是第一次吧～

我们都长大了
周围都变了
性格也该变
依然是朋友
但是没那么close了

回到过去是不可能的事
回忆只能保留在记忆里
将来也许也不一样了
走的路不同

但是

还是会选择不忘记

抱歉
没想到这次没把你放在心里

也许心开始慢慢滴空虚

最近
不停的听着我好想你
想到了你
也不停的听放我自由

有关联吗？

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做了梦

30-06

from a seed, grow roots...
and first leaf
then bud and lastly it blooms
but in the end..
it died

Passion

not sure when the passion to blog started to lost 

obstacle obstacle obstacle

inspiration came just before sleep or before turn off the laptop

but yet, can't manage to cope with time

oh TIME! can you stop for a while

let my 'pastime' lasts longer

D:

soon

hopefully

can rewind back all the trips, ventures, etc...

til then...

SPOILER:

Kluang Railway Station

Sesame Street Performance at USS

Garden by the Bay

Baby ZiWei 

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Protect Me

been emo for months

been sad for months

been angry for months

can I leave all that behind?

it will be an irresponsible act

which I won't be able to do, in whole life

and, again...

every Sun I'll attend Sun service

pray that The Almighty will give me strength

to live through the week ahead

(emo state)

wish this all can be gone with wind

and the sky shall be bright with sunshine when I awake

Dearest Father,

Please keep me safe and protect me from devil thoughts

Please strengthen my heart to go through the week ahead

Please guide me through all the difficulties

With the name of Lord,

Amen.

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Lie

House's Owner : Actually how long you been here and what's your current job?

Me : *Thinking*

House's Owner : What did you do back at the hometown before?

Me : Well, better start with after my graduation from high school

House's Owner : Very well then, that's would be better!



After I graduated, I applied several colleges but I didn't went to any of them because of the high fees. Then, I went to KL to find a part-time job, and surprisingly I was offered to work as freelance model at a small local magazine company. Not to say as a model precisely, I just be a 'foot wear' model. And, with the salary I gained, enough for me to pay rental and daily expenses. But, I can't save much money with the salary I earned. Freelance means only if have available job, then I'll just have income. Therefore, I was persuaded by a friend to come here last 4 years. And, I was again offered to do modelling, yet I rejected them. I chose administration job instead. That's how I ended here.


House's Owner : Oohhh...

Roommate : *Stare in shock*


*of course the story is a bluff, but with my height, I can easily cheats people about my previous job, haha!*

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Lost 迷失

(credit to Zoe, re-edit by Jen)

真是有一段时间没进来了

因为都在想要把整个template换个新的

终于今天找个时间换一换了

这两个月里性情超差的

感觉迷失了自己

不再是自我

找不到理由关心自己

关心别人多过自己

it's just probably nature

others come 1st before me

at least that is what I felt

也渐渐发觉不懂自己想要什么

很多东西都由别人想要的排成第一

自己的排第二

should I give way?

很多事都不在状况

失踪了

不见了

找不回

should have be more cold-blooded?

letting go?

aim a new direction?

-no answer-

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同事与同事

dv moh     : 最近工作怎样咧？

me            : 哎～一样～会不会觉得有些同事真的“卖鱼”？

dv moh     : 有啊！我那边的同事也会～我刚进的时候说的话一套，现在说的话又是一套

me            : 真不明白为什么不能互相帮忙，干嘛会“卖鱼”！

dv moh     : 是囖是囖！说什么如果有人家讲你是新人什么都不会，要教又麻烦，你不用理他们，现在说这番话的人也是在背后骂你讲你的，还有哦，如果on leave时，你的team不是会cover你的工囖，但是，他们不会帮忙的咧！那个人回来就中骂囖～

me            : 这就叫打太极囖！我公司也还不是会这样～打的几厉害下咧！真的很显也！(＞人＜;) 而且，我们还分及分派的莫！旧派，新派，上等派，“lanang”派，“win win”派。。。7乱8乱的～

dv moh     : 哎！能怎么办，我们打工也是为了赚钱嘛～公司是好啦。。。只是同事真的。。。

me            : 对囖！我看咱们也做不久。。。也是因为“同事”

dv moh & me    : （´-`）.｡oO

=_=

应该不只我一个面对过酱的问题吧

除了做“忍者”也没别的办法了

［除非很幸运滴进到很温❤的公司］

p/s : dv moh = pig girl in Foochow

p/p/s : lanang / win win = 莫莫国家的种族，不方便透露

-(the dialogue is almost correct at the time of conversation)-

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2013~ new resolutions?

fireworks above our head! how cool is that! except for the debris after few shot... -.-|||

was pretty high during the countdown street concert at KL

the trip was OK except for the phone's lost part T^T

so...it been 10 days now since 2012

and everyone have at least 1 new resolution

made me thinking do I need have too??? o.O

okaayyy....maybe I should, just for a reminder for myself...haha!

1. get myself to get used to rush everything<< did procrastinate a lot
2. new template or banner for my site << started to get bored of it
3. masters my baby MAC by first half year << T3T MAC just too hard to learn
4. make more friends, especially around my age XD << my friends range just too small
5. finish all the books I had << had started read since last week o.O
6. finish all the comics I had << maybe after I done with my books?
7. register myself for a short course << means need save from now onwards, no more overspending
8. complete my online study << accessible til July (die!die!)
9. plan on my special trip << just hoping there will be cheap sales on the flight ticket >.<
10. find a new job with a higher salary << dependent on finance status either to allow changes -___-

actually, have 1 or 2 more than this but gonna keep it for myself

hehe *smirk*

yea...hopefully can done all by this first half year

(umm, maybe except for last,lolz!)

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