今天竟然发火了！
真的很“他媽的”
最近不晓得为什么心情超烂下
感觉上没有之前的安全感的存在了
偶尔会担心会有人讲自己坏话吗
自己会突然变自卑吗
会越来越没有“感觉”吗
以及等等，等等。。。
可能想太多了
把我mislead到这些幻想
真糟糕！
但是，最不明白
为什么自己不能做想做的东西
（就是因为有负担，时间不合，经年不拘，金钱不够的关系！）
为什么不能speakup
（就是因为怕得罪人，让人离自己远去，为了讨好别人欢喜）
真的是很《他媽的生活》
根本是自己不想要的生活却勉强自己过那种生活
今天一时火大就post了自己的感想在FB
因此，很多朋友都问了什么事
不过，现在心情好多咯
choice-can choose to leave or not to leave
n' i'm not ready yet
真的感谢关心的朋友
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2 comments:
hahaha... soo sad to see this msg.. but that is life.. Sometimes you get what u want,, but sometimes u get what u don't want. nothing is perfect. Think this way,,,there's always someone which is much much worst than you.. So you are not the worst. Take it as a challenge.. if you quit now, means you defeat. But if you overcome it,, you get a very good experience. Cheer up whenever you see obstruction.
hiaz....today boss and his wife really give me one big slap on my face leh...You see me today hardly smile hor...so sianzzz...See jen sad... more sianz.. lolz.. My boss is going to give me more task... Now I had to take over those driver..haiazzz See? Sianz rite?
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