DOWN

it's new year eve

should try to enjoy myself instead of bulking myself with those crap stress

but

emo-ing again

unbelievable, last day of the year

suspected is hormone imbalance

think will be ok after working hours

gosh!

alcohol needed

feeling wanna have it tonight

but

sure not allowed

*disappoint*

p/s: not a good habit to have alcohol under pressure, just will add more stress on

*****

stepping 2011

less than 24 hours

gonna steps into 2011

terribly

terribly

terribly

FAST

new resolution

new goal

new dream

clock's ticking

count-downing time

by hour, minute & second

am i ready yet for new year?

YES??

NO???

think the answer will be definitely

NO!!!

it's just too fast

but, for those who are ready for it

well done!

you guys did prepared yourselves

last but not least

HAPPY 2011 NEW YEAR

*****

E-M-O

look like this when just woke up everyday

during working hours

after long working hours, finally knock off from work!!! yippie!! ^o^

been like this for whole week

think can't wait to have long holiday

countdown time every moment

*sob sob*

*****

attended friend's....erm....3rd wedding banquet? @ JB

simple ordinary luncheon

however, most importantly i got to meet my BFF

do wish her ALL THE BEST!!!

love her always :)

*****

eve

It's Christmas Eve!

LalalaLAlalalaLalalalalaLalalalalaLA

was thinking what to write last nite

really out of inspiration

but

@ last decided to write something about artists

well, kinda hot news of artists

this morning read an article about artists that will getting marry next year

one of them

过了2个月

SundaY

星期天

好久没酱的休息了

好久没酱挨饿没吃晚餐了

好舒服噢~

XmAs DeCo @ OrcharD *^o^*

Here there are

  Christmas decoration @ Orchard Singapore 2010

迟庆的生日 + XMAS is in the AIR

都是提前庆生的

唯有她一个提迟了

不过还是很开心

:)

因为你

"I took a walk I expected to fall

因为我未长大 所以有好多借口犯错

And then i fell 全世界责备我

So I hated them all

我只需要一个机会再来过

他们只会对我说 It's Over

你却愿意接受再狼狈的我

你说爱我 你不曾停过

我的心我的灵被你唤醒

就在一瞬间我重新勇敢站起

你爱我所以如今我明白爱的纯真定义

我的心我的灵因你而醒

就像黑夜里如愿的等到那流星

是多么美丽 因为你

I'll take that walk

I have faith I am strong

昨天又多懦弱 今天就有多自由洒脱

因为有你 我成长了许多

And i don't hate anymore

是你给我一个机会再来过

你从不会对我说 It's Over

懂得爱自己才能精彩的过

是你让我有新的感动

我的心我的灵被你唤醒

就在一瞬间我重新勇敢站起

你爱我所以如今我明白爱的纯真定义

我的心我的灵因你而醒

就像黑夜里如愿的等到那流星

是多么美丽 因为你"

这首歌听了，心也感动了

在心里真的要感激许多的人

要进入新的一年了

谢谢你们在这短短几年的陪伴

也请原谅本小姐偶尔不好的脾气

:p

*****



JJ Lin 林俊傑 - 她說 She Says MV

最近都没什么歌好听

不过

林俊杰推出了新专辑

真的很不错听

~爱上这首歌了~

Lara也出新专辑咯~

再考虑要不要买她专辑呢~

:D

*****

desperately need a hair-cut *GOSH*

want to have a hair-cut like Hebe, totally sweet

or just like Cindy Wang; she just matches with Jiro :D

or just have back old hairstyle, cut @ Alex Saloon@sibu last June

*OMG, such a big nose, LOL*

anyway, it's sista jing's birthday today!!!

c'mon, don't said u don't longer felt anything

it's your mama big day too :)

45mins before 12

Happy Blessed Birthday to Jing!!!!! ^^

*****

busy??? BUSY again!!!

busy MONTH

busy WEEK

busy DAY

busy FB-ING

busy BLOGGING

busy TWEETS

busy WORKING

busy GATHERING

busy OUTING

busy SMS-ING

busy CHIT-CHATTING

busy MSN-ING

GOSH!

totally busy GIRL!!!

NOV passed, DEC came

Hoping didn't missed out anything (crossing fingers)

in between months of NOV & DEC

tiring months, though

busy celebrating people's birthday

staying overnight @ street *OMY*

getting lack of rest & sleep week by week

hmmmpphh

really need to catch up with time!! GOSH*AGAIN!!!

skins getting dryer, lack of H2O,guess...

pimples popping out

recovered & reoccurred

*DAMN HATES THAT*

dark eyes' circles getting worse too...
*HATES*

 just changed FB profile photo recently

sista said look ACTED cute

mmm, no comment for that cuz agreed with her

did ACTED cute sometimes

LOL

thinks try to gain some popularity, NOOB!

just thought of TS didi said before

*POPULAR but NOT ADORED*

LOL

quite true...

N'!!!

CONGRATZ to sista!!
FINALLY she announced her relationship to the world...
BIG BIG GAL lor~
HAHAHA!!!
wishing her & her bb wil last 4eva... ^^

n' watched 'Walking With Dinosaur' show yesterday evening
@indoor stadium, 1st time been there, not quite know how big is it
NOOBIE
LOL

N'.....
alotz n alotz of photos to be edited, upload...
*OMDG*

really didn't makes benefits of time!
lettin' myself busy out of nothing
*SIGH*





should call it a nite
and get back the beauty sleep
*YAWN*



*****

又..........算！

不好！不好！

一大清早

又拿出来算

算算.........花了多少

算算..............剩下多少

算算...........该花多少

算算..............该存多少

还有

算算...................花了在不该花的地方 (><)#

$$$$$

=

烦烦烦烦烦

发觉

花太多

在食物上了

(><)///

吃了还不是变成大便~!!!

(=.=)''

要省了！要省了！

控制!！控制!!

加油!!!

*****

JiN Du LaNG x10000000000!!!!!!!

zhan ni jin du lang

ai zo gao meh tah han lou lor

jin toh yan ohhh

bei bei gu ai ngui zo ot ot

moh zo ot gu ai kan yi nvng dik min siek

moh noh zo zho mian ai ot wor

jin du lang eh!!!

nih ngui zo dik yeh gu ai ngui zo

>><<#

ni ngui dik noh gu ai zha ngui

ngui doi eh you wor

kanasei li!!!

ngong ngui maih oh noh

si yi jia maih gar ngui leh

>>><<<#

jin du lang!!!!!

siak sei lei!!!

jin xiong tiam ma lou lar

gu ai 'ren shou' gao min nien

xiong ho lou

min nien...

jing jing ni ai gian lou

meh lei geih ji beng zo lou

nie ngu lou lar, duai lou

ying gei xiong nah jin noh gian lor

(>.<)///

*jing moh yu xu, xia dik fud ciu meh pass li*

*****

~自杀感~

上个拜6终于到了Clarke Quay (Singapore)

坐GMAX REVERSE BUNGY JUMP

又害怕 (20%)

又紧张 (10%)

又刺激 (40%)

又兴奋 (20%)

又麻木 (10%)

total感觉=太棒了！

价钱还不赖下

单坐一次就花了S$45

从上面往下看真的感觉在自杀

还不错（不是指自杀感觉）

酱，能让自己面对自己的惧怕

真的没什么好怕

这种感觉就像是。。

死过又复活

很棒下~

^^


*remark: for those phobia of height,better don't try it,or else will shock to die,lol*




*****

凸 ^^ 凸

偶然在fb看到了

凸 -.- 凸

凸 ｎ。ｎ凸

凸 ^^ 凸

凸*. *凸

凸 =.= 凸

看了真的很可笑

心情也好了些

*****

FALL in ♥ AGAIN

think

fall in love again

since 'you're beautiful'

never had same feeling b4

but again

fall in love

with this year 74' born guy

which doesn't look like as his age

totally

love

his voice

n

his own good looking way

♥

 

*****

my LOVELY month~ *passed*

it's a week after Oct

my loVEly month

just passed in a blink of eye

this year

25th annivesary

probably

the most special of a kind

most birthday celebrations

(@kbox, @italian restaurant, @company, @japanese restaurant)

 *last birthday meal @japanese restaurant-had buffet^^*

most birthday cakes

(1st-choco cake, 2nd-green tea cake, 3rd-mango cake, 4th- choco cake mini size)

:)

&

most birthday presents

 ^o^

*1st received*

 *2nd received*

 *3rd received~from beloved sista*

 *4th received~from naughty chatter box*

*5th~quite unexpected 1*

heard from a friend

can't celebrate birthday more than once

but

several celebrations quite enjoyable

25th~

will be a good memory

:D

*****

手心，手背

看看手心

是白色的

再看看手背

肤色是比较暗

人也如此一样

像手心手背

当人伸出手

我们都看得到的是手心先

而看不到的是他手背

他的手背

是暗的肤色

或是比较白的肤色呢

人与人相识

就如手一样

第一次见

还不了解彼此

不能判断他是否‘手心’还是‘手背’

要等你握住他的手后

反一反

才知道他手背的肤色

最近对这个概念一直在脑袋里

不停的转

难道对身边的人

开始怀疑了吗

真心对待朋友的人不多

有些朋友真的是‘开心就在一起’

有的是‘有心事讲来听听-八卦’

而且

更怀疑的是

突然很好对待你的人

会想想

“他是有什么企图的吗？”

可能疑心慢慢的浓厚了

看人真的要小心

不只是看看手心

另外也看看

手背~

*****

差一点

真的以为

不

应该是错觉

不

应该是不应该有的错觉

不

应该是更本不应该有的错觉

不

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

可能是自己想多了

对第一次见的人没感觉怎么可能再见几次会有呢

都是身边人胡说八道

然自己的脑袋乱思想

这种错误挺可怕下

还好今天搞清楚了

心里好像少了一个烦

真的

差一点

让自己误会了

:p

不过

自己少了烦恼

又多了一个秘密负担

:(

真是太够义气

*****

BLeaCH ~luv~luv~

20-10-2010

20

10

2010

20th

October

2010

20.10.2010

2010.10.20

My 25th anniversary

 ~love it~

20-10-2010

‘咸’的生活

MoN mOrnIng - SaT mOrnIng ' s TiMeTaBLe

(提早5分钟的生活）

6.10a.m~ 闹钟响 （但是不准时醒，都按snooze）
6.20a.m~ 再赖床几分钟（偶尔还会赖过头）
6.23-6.43a.m~ 刷牙洗脸洗澡
6.43-6.47a.m~ 换衣摸摸脸整理头发
6.50a.m~ 到巴士站等车来
6.57-7.10a.m~ 路程到公司
7.10-8.00a.m~ 边上网看书（偶尔）边吃早餐


真的很‘咸’呢~

(>__<)''



***

2nd Horror Movie @ SG

星期天看鬼片去了

而且不懂选的时间是3D的时间呢

还好3D的effect没那么好

就没那么恐怖

这部还算不错

起码，有plot & storyline

再加上后尾的部分还蛮感动的说

如果要给星，就3颗星吧~

期待下一部的鬼片，

下次应该会有kaki一起拉去了！:p

***

BREAKOUTSSSSS~~~

Gosh~~~!!!!

Such a terrible thing!!!

Hate it when got zits on face....!!!

Totally ruins the mood for whole day..... :( :( :(

Probably because less of H2O

Or ate too much junk foods

Or just hormone imbalance, maybe..

My friend told me she's using this

New Garnier spot roll-on stick

Quite nice to use

However, it doesn't work on my pimples...

Hmmm...

Kinda waste of money

So...back to square 1 again

Using BodyShop blemishes tea tree oil line to clear my pimples

Slow action but it does work, mostly...

*SCREAM*

Have to find easy n' fast 'zit away cream'

Damn so hard!

Pity on my face! :'(

***

是自私的想法吗

每次都觉得自己很孤单

但是其实不是一个人

也许因为喜欢把每件事都藏在心里吧

不愿意分享

或是说

不懂的如何去表达

是我自私吗

还是我固执

不是好朋友（男女有别）

曾经有一部hollywood sitcom叫做F.R.I.E.N.D.S

挺好看的说

不过开始追这部sitcom时是在中学时期

那时比较看得懂故事是说些什么东西

想想起来

在生活中好像没有像F.R.I.E.N.D.S里头的故事一样有异姓的好朋友

身边的男男女女都会保持一个距离

不了解为什么

总是女性的好友比较多

男性。。。

可以说完全不算是好朋友吧~

就突然觉得自己有个遗憾

从来没有很好的异性朋友呢。。。

男女有别

说的话题可能就不一样

了解程度也不同

可能是女友太多了

有时问问他们的想法，感觉上得到的反应都是差不多

觉得。。

不如不说比较好

唉！

曾经看过有个好友，她有个异性朋友（挺好的关系吧~）

有几年没见了

但是还是很谈得来

离别时还给个拥抱

看到他们，觉得有点嫉妒呢~

在东方国家有可能男女都比较保守

也是一个原因男女之间会有个距离

不像西方国家比较开放

对他们来说，男女拥抱就是一种礼貌

东方来讲，拥抱就是吃女方的豆腐

还真可笑

疑问的是。。。

谈得来的异性朋友算不算是好朋友呢。。

是否能像女性好友一样的相处呢。。。

这些问题好像很难回答得到

那不成男女不能做好朋友？？？

***

~别~说再见~

~说了再见 才发现再也见不到~

感受~简单旅游~吧

~vs~

这个月份

到两个不同的地方

跟不同的一群人

却有不同的感觉

简单来说

凭照片就懂了

***

aNGeL ~vs~ DeMoN

demon says, come follow to my sanctuary

angel says, no! he will bring you to fire dump!

angel says, let me show you my way

demon says, nah! she will lead you to boredom!

demon says, let me bring you to joyful ground

angel says, my! he will lead you to absentmindedness! 

angel says, behave yourselves in this world

demon says, ah! human exists in this world because of their mistakes!

demon says, be unruling

angel says, don't! it will leads to hastiness & chaos!

angels says, be yourself and leads yourselves to good path

demon says, duh! 'be someone' you don't like?!

demon says, let's roars the whole universe

angel says, stop! peacefulness makes you reach high state of mind!

angel says, bewares of those temptation that makes you out of control

demon says, c'mon! yourselves are own master

********

silent

 ********

demon! i like u, but...

angel! i love u, but...

STOP

i've sanctuary around me

i know the way to protect myself

i've created my own path

i did enjoyed my life enough

i do behave and misbehave

that's how i learn to be mortal

i been ruled and did broke the rule

its makes me survive til' nowadays

sounds are control-able

doesn't means of peace or chao

yes, demon, you're rite! i'm master of my own...

but, no, demon, i'm daughter of the GOD as well

angel, i'm just mortal...

anger, sorrow, joy, depression, sastifaction

i need to express it

i do not wish to hide these

apology for my pretendness

just let me....be half DeMon as well as half AngEl....

before i ready....

GOD BLESS~

可惜不是你

昨晚跟一帮朋友唱K去
也点了这首歌
之前不懂在那一部戏有听到这首歌
就在下载歌时看到这个歌名
就下载听听看
真的很不错。。。

“可惜不是你        陪我到最后
  曾一起走却走失那路口
  感谢那是你        牵过我的手
  还能感受那温柔~~~~~”

aM i DYiNG -or- LiViNG

...5.55pm

my eye sights are blinded; i could not see anything
candies are put in my mouth; yet could not taste anything
sounds are around me; yet i could not hear anything
the air is fragrance; yet i could not smell anything
i try to reach out; but my arms not willing to move
people are touching my hands; yet i could not feel anything
i try to walk; but my heart said no
hugs are for me; yet i do not felt the warm
i do thinking still...
every seconds & moments....
my heart beating still...
inevitably....


yet.... am i DYING...


不~应该还活着



因为看不见，才有感觉有视力
因为尝不到，才感觉五官其中之一还在
因为有声音，有味道，周围都有人存在，才知道自己还在世
手脚不肯动，因为是感觉不到自己有灵魂，但，又知道自己的存在
我还在，因为有人给了拥抱
有烦恼，所以每时每刻都在想有的没的
心情是好是坏，就是因心脏还在动跳




偶尔举起手掌，还能感觉到飘过的轻风。。。




我还在~