闭着眼睛流泪 想要冷静

6月竟然忘了曼迪的生日
忘了忘了忘了
算是第一次吧～

我们都长大了
周围都变了
性格也该变
依然是朋友
但是没那么close了

回到过去是不可能的事
回忆只能保留在记忆里
将来也许也不一样了
走的路不同

但是

还是会选择不忘记

抱歉
没想到这次没把你放在心里

也许心开始慢慢滴空虚

最近
不停的听着我好想你
想到了你
也不停的听放我自由

有关联吗？

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做了梦

30-06

from a seed, grow roots...
and first leaf
then bud and lastly it blooms
but in the end..
it died

Passion

not sure when the passion to blog started to lost 

obstacle obstacle obstacle

inspiration came just before sleep or before turn off the laptop

but yet, can't manage to cope with time

oh TIME! can you stop for a while

let my 'pastime' lasts longer

D:

soon

hopefully

can rewind back all the trips, ventures, etc...

til then...

SPOILER:

Kluang Railway Station

Sesame Street Performance at USS

Garden by the Bay

Baby ZiWei 

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Protect Me

been emo for months

been sad for months

been angry for months

can I leave all that behind?

it will be an irresponsible act

which I won't be able to do, in whole life

and, again...

every Sun I'll attend Sun service

pray that The Almighty will give me strength

to live through the week ahead

(emo state)

wish this all can be gone with wind

and the sky shall be bright with sunshine when I awake

Dearest Father,

Please keep me safe and protect me from devil thoughts

Please strengthen my heart to go through the week ahead

Please guide me through all the difficulties

With the name of Lord,

Amen.

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