and first leaf
then bud and lastly it blooms
but in the end..
it died
Sunday, June 30
Thursday, June 27
Passion
not sure when the passion to blog started to lost
obstacle obstacle obstacle
inspiration came just before sleep or before turn off the laptop
but yet, can't manage to cope with time
oh TIME! can you stop for a while
let my 'pastime' lasts longer
D:
soon
hopefully
can rewind back all the trips, ventures, etc...
til then...
SPOILER:
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| Kluang Railway Station |
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| Sesame Street Performance at USS |
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| Garden by the Bay |
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| Baby ZiWei |
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Sunday, June 9
Protect Me
been emo for months
been sad for months
been angry for months
can I leave all that behind?
it will be an irresponsible act
which I won't be able to do, in whole life
and, again...
every Sun I'll attend Sun service
pray that The Almighty will give me strength
to live through the week ahead
(emo state)
wish this all can be gone with wind
and the sky shall be bright with sunshine when I awake
Dearest Father,
Please keep me safe and protect me from devil thoughts
Please strengthen my heart to go through the week ahead
Please guide me through all the difficulties
With the name of Lord,
Amen.
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Sunday, April 7
Lie
House's Owner : Actually how long you been here and what's your current job?
Me : *Thinking*
House's Owner : What did you do back at the hometown before?
Me : Well, better start with after my graduation from high school
House's Owner : Very well then, that's would be better!
After I graduated, I applied several colleges but I didn't went to any of them because of the high fees. Then, I went to KL to find a part-time job, and surprisingly I was offered to work as freelance model at a small local magazine company. Not to say as a model precisely, I just be a 'foot wear' model. And, with the salary I gained, enough for me to pay rental and daily expenses. But, I can't save much money with the salary I earned. Freelance means only if have available job, then I'll just have income. Therefore, I was persuaded by a friend to come here last 4 years. And, I was again offered to do modelling, yet I rejected them. I chose administration job instead. That's how I ended here.
House's Owner : Oohhh...
Roommate : *Stare in shock*
*of course the story is a bluff, but with my height, I can easily cheats people about my previous job, haha!*
Me : *Thinking*
House's Owner : What did you do back at the hometown before?
Me : Well, better start with after my graduation from high school
House's Owner : Very well then, that's would be better!
After I graduated, I applied several colleges but I didn't went to any of them because of the high fees. Then, I went to KL to find a part-time job, and surprisingly I was offered to work as freelance model at a small local magazine company. Not to say as a model precisely, I just be a 'foot wear' model. And, with the salary I gained, enough for me to pay rental and daily expenses. But, I can't save much money with the salary I earned. Freelance means only if have available job, then I'll just have income. Therefore, I was persuaded by a friend to come here last 4 years. And, I was again offered to do modelling, yet I rejected them. I chose administration job instead. That's how I ended here.
House's Owner : Oohhh...
Roommate : *Stare in shock*
*of course the story is a bluff, but with my height, I can easily cheats people about my previous job, haha!*
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Lost 迷失
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| (credit to Zoe, re-edit by Jen) |
真是有一段时间没进来了
因为都在想要把整个template换个新的
终于今天找个时间换一换了
这两个月里性情超差的
感觉迷失了自己
不再是自我
找不到理由关心自己
关心别人多过自己
it's just probably nature
others come 1st before me
at least that is what I felt
也渐渐发觉不懂自己想要什么
很多东西都由别人想要的排成第一
自己的排第二
should I give way?
很多事都不在状况
失踪了
不见了
找不回
should have be more cold-blooded?
letting go?
aim a new direction?
-no answer-
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