Cross VS Joss Stick

This wed, i went to buddhist funeral...
Well, is 2nd time i attend buddhist funeral, 1st time was my grandma (my mom's mom)..
Last time when my grandma passed away, i remember that, as a christian, we been told just to bow 3 times to my grandma (就是说没拿着joss stick来拜拜)
At sg, well, a lot of people are buddhist, even though christian are not few~
But from the funeral, they really differentiate religion by 'colour'..
white for christianity, yellow for buddhist~
Back to my story~
My ex-co's dad passed away, i not sure when, maybe since last week~
I never been to a buddhist's funeral, and really don't know what they 'pantang', made me quite nervous and hesitated to attend it~
As i get there, i just watch and follow my co's step...
Taking 3 joss sticks and bow for 3 times~~~
'Well, I'm christian leh, what da hack i holding joss stick??!!'
This question got pop up in my mind for a while, but I not worshipping Buddha, I was just paying respect to the dead~
So, I really not understand--->>>christian? forbidden to touch any related to Buddha??
I don't think so~~~ In my opinion, world is changing now, every person is not bound by their own religion any longer...
But maybe exceptional for some countries~
Then, how about those Buddhist that attend church or wearing necklace with the cross???
Is that means they are 'double-religious'???
...
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These religious thing really makes me wondering a lot,
never have to thought of it as from my hometown, a lot of christianity, especially my family member..
Pure Christian? Pure Buddhist?
Well... Define it!! Cant found in dictionary or thesaurus as well~~~
Have own definition only~
For me...I'm Christian (even I don't go to church every Sun for worshipping)
N' I keep my faith for my God always~ (God bless everyone!)

失恋的第七天~

“我失恋了！！！

啊！！！”

我应这样大喊吗？还是要静静的哭？

哎！都注定不在一起了，就别想太多。。

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但是说起来，没几个人知道我谈恋爱了~连家人都不知道呢~

不是不想告诉家人，然他们替我开心，不过，我有感觉这段感不会长久，不想他们担心我~

我们是在3月7号开始。。就在上个星期五结束了~

我本来还觉得我会松一口气，我终于不用那么辛苦了~

不过，没想到，分手后更觉得更痛苦~*悲*

哎！！

我们彼此相处的时间很短，而且又很少一起约会~

我一开始觉得酱的恋爱没什么问题~

跟他在一起，我就会笑~

被他拥抱就觉得很安全~

不过，久了就觉得怪怪的~

话聊得少了，见面时间也更短了~

不懂是我的问题还是他的~

很烦恼！

开始觉得有男友像没以的~

跟朋友的时间还多过跟他的~

就开始想要分手的念头~

但，心又放不下~

真没想到喜欢一个人会到这地步呢~

如果有朋友看到这篇章，一定吓倒呢，嘻嘻！因为我真的保的很密~

我这一整个星期，心情真的很低落，没心工作，而且一直出错~哎~~~

为什么我会变到如此呢？

我没想到他对我的影响那么大！

好伤心噢！

哎！！！

一直想到他发的‘分手’信息。。本来还想问原因，不过，我想算了吧~

迟早也要分的~

不过，好才有一位很要好的朋友跟我一起度过这个难关。。

真的很感谢他~（宝贝，真的爱死你了，muakzzz）

当我告诉她我谈恋爱了，她也很支持我，而每次我有烦恼，她也会安慰我~

“我失恋了！”这句，我想，该把它当做past tense吧~

现在该往future tense~

珍，要打起勇气来吧~~~

分手罢了嘛，life still moves on~

;) （给自己一个苦的微笑）