my lIf3 pAst A mOnth AgO~(PaRT 2)

mY WoRk~@.@
Haiz...Can't believe I'd work for same company since a year & half ago... quite impressive actually I can stand for so long~ but said again,my last job also had stand for 2 years~ so no big deal...
hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahaha........
My working place getting complicated n' complicated by days~HaTe It!!!!
at 1st when i entered da company, I really thots will learn something really useful...or something that makes me like knowledgeable person.....but turn out PAPER WORK ALOT!!!!! really hates it & tired of it...
but soon started help my boss a bit, & a lil' help here & there... jz like dat til NOW~~~
jz today I changed to help my GM, which actually I not really confident can assist him or not...
apparently mostly orders made by his customers are mostly machining work...which not my strength...(not an engineering background)....haiiizzzzz.....
N' n' n'...is mysef agreed to help him...(be assistant)....(da reason:my boss hire more n' more people to assist him, which make me annoyed alot, n' make me like a 'spare tyre')
haizzzz....only by sighing can express how I felt with my work at da moment...

**anyhow, I'll still do my best in every spec... it's satisfying earning SG Dollar lolz***

Wahahahahahahahahahaha~hope not the sign I outta my mind b'cos of work... ;)

my lIf3 pAst A mOnth AgO~(PaRT 1)

THIS IS THE LATEST PICT I TOOK(ACT MY FRIEND'S BIRTHDAY WILL BE THE LATEST ONE BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME TO EDIT IT)

25TH,OCT, 2009-HAD A CLIMB WITH FRIEND AT MOUNT FABER~
这天我真的玩的很开心~爬到很累然后又去牛车水吃东西~还到farrer park新开的city square逛了~没什么特别不过，开心是有人陪去走走~

11 月8号2009-朋友的生日，这朋友已认识有一年了~第一次庆祝她生日，也蛮开心下~不过，要找她的礼物真的很吃力~花了四天去找呢~哈哈！！！

今天。。。
11月15号2009。。。
我睡过头了~本来应该去崇拜的说~不过，睡不醒，闹钟响了也是睡不醒~我看是太累了~最近好烦恼~又不知道干嘛酱简单的事也要烦！！！

。。。因为时间有限所以blog will be updated next time~

Cross VS Joss Stick

This wed, i went to buddhist funeral...
Well, is 2nd time i attend buddhist funeral, 1st time was my grandma (my mom's mom)..
Last time when my grandma passed away, i remember that, as a christian, we been told just to bow 3 times to my grandma (就是说没拿着joss stick来拜拜)
At sg, well, a lot of people are buddhist, even though christian are not few~
But from the funeral, they really differentiate religion by 'colour'..
white for christianity, yellow for buddhist~
Back to my story~
My ex-co's dad passed away, i not sure when, maybe since last week~
I never been to a buddhist's funeral, and really don't know what they 'pantang', made me quite nervous and hesitated to attend it~
As i get there, i just watch and follow my co's step...
Taking 3 joss sticks and bow for 3 times~~~
'Well, I'm christian leh, what da hack i holding joss stick??!!'
This question got pop up in my mind for a while, but I not worshipping Buddha, I was just paying respect to the dead~
So, I really not understand--->>>christian? forbidden to touch any related to Buddha??
I don't think so~~~ In my opinion, world is changing now, every person is not bound by their own religion any longer...
But maybe exceptional for some countries~
Then, how about those Buddhist that attend church or wearing necklace with the cross???
Is that means they are 'double-religious'???
...
...
These religious thing really makes me wondering a lot,
never have to thought of it as from my hometown, a lot of christianity, especially my family member..
Pure Christian? Pure Buddhist?
Well... Define it!! Cant found in dictionary or thesaurus as well~~~
Have own definition only~
For me...I'm Christian (even I don't go to church every Sun for worshipping)
N' I keep my faith for my God always~ (God bless everyone!)

失恋的第七天~

“我失恋了！！！

啊！！！”

我应这样大喊吗？还是要静静的哭？

哎！都注定不在一起了，就别想太多。。

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但是说起来，没几个人知道我谈恋爱了~连家人都不知道呢~

不是不想告诉家人，然他们替我开心，不过，我有感觉这段感不会长久，不想他们担心我~

我们是在3月7号开始。。就在上个星期五结束了~

我本来还觉得我会松一口气，我终于不用那么辛苦了~

不过，没想到，分手后更觉得更痛苦~*悲*

哎！！

我们彼此相处的时间很短，而且又很少一起约会~

我一开始觉得酱的恋爱没什么问题~

跟他在一起，我就会笑~

被他拥抱就觉得很安全~

不过，久了就觉得怪怪的~

话聊得少了，见面时间也更短了~

不懂是我的问题还是他的~

很烦恼！

开始觉得有男友像没以的~

跟朋友的时间还多过跟他的~

就开始想要分手的念头~

但，心又放不下~

真没想到喜欢一个人会到这地步呢~

如果有朋友看到这篇章，一定吓倒呢，嘻嘻！因为我真的保的很密~

我这一整个星期，心情真的很低落，没心工作，而且一直出错~哎~~~

为什么我会变到如此呢？

我没想到他对我的影响那么大！

好伤心噢！

哎！！！

一直想到他发的‘分手’信息。。本来还想问原因，不过，我想算了吧~

迟早也要分的~

不过，好才有一位很要好的朋友跟我一起度过这个难关。。

真的很感谢他~（宝贝，真的爱死你了，muakzzz）

当我告诉她我谈恋爱了，她也很支持我，而每次我有烦恼，她也会安慰我~

“我失恋了！”这句，我想，该把它当做past tense吧~

现在该往future tense~

珍，要打起勇气来吧~~~

分手罢了嘛，life still moves on~

;) （给自己一个苦的微笑）